I really don’t understand time – it’s a mystery – what is it, how is it – does it pass, or does it just keep going, coming back and disappearing!?
I understand it biologically and metrically (barely) but I don’t understand it emotionally… Iit feels like everything exists at the same time! That simultaneity does not agree with how we are brought up about time.
Anyway… now it’s summer and wonderful… right now… just be present and enjoy!
I did portray the death and the burial of Queen Elizabethan era
through Beatrice.
I kind of got “struck” by her – her grief went right through the window into my studio!
It touched me deeply that they were standing there for public viewing, with their claws – watched by prying eyes – but especially Beatrice. It was heartbreaking and in the same time pure and beautiful!
film 2. 27 min
mixed technique of charcoal sketches that were later digitally assembled – it can become a work for print.
Where ever you are – I love you – and I am so gratefull – You never ever doubted me, no matter what it looked like. And it’s strong, because sometimes it looked really bad!
There is no love greater than a mother’s love… so here, among us humans… that’s what I believe!
I went to Stockholm – I went to Maxim, the theater, by myself. I absorbed everything! In hindsight I wish I had filmed more – unfortunately I didn’t – I was just filming with my eyes and head!
… no sleep that night!
I had an experience – that didn’t exist in my reality – it happened to me anyway … and it’s becoming art, right now actually!
One event causes chain reactions – many events have crashed in the foyer since then.
I continue to work in my thoughts and in the project. Different images spin, which ones to choose to make it the best. Some new ideas have popped up today… feels exciting!