THINK… 1946

One year after the 2nd World War Grandfather Kalle draws my grandmother Astrid and I have pasted this original drawing of grandfather into my work: “And the Angels Weep”

There she is – sitting at the food court in, lays solitaire.

Maybe the dramas was already there in grandma’s solitaire – I pasted the ID bracelet from trauma unit over the drawing. Imagine if it is so, that everything is already predicted!! It’s scary anyway… why are you here? What is the purpose? Is it that one should get those experiences imprinted as traces in one’s soul? I would rather choose to be free, instead of living on a planet, I want to fly around, between many planets!… At least I think so!

What does her card really show, does she see the future – does she see the time that is now disappearing into a completely different future?

This drawing becomes so valuable on both a personal and general humanistic level in my painting, where I portray both a time that shines – crazy and wild – a time that disappears and a pesronic death – an ongoing transformation that we all ride! We have not developed our inner being to the technological level we are at.

It’s absolutely crazy – we turned the cherub into an angel of death.

Utby -The house at Österlyckan that my grandfather built himself

The house is still there, downloaded image from Google maps

TRAUMA UNIT SAHLGRENSKA

My biggest sadness ever – my soul wanted to leave my body – it almost succeeded, but my body was stronger two days of wrestling – resulted in soul flying away and body falling limply on stone floor – 4 times – severe concussion – now 4 weeks since that happened.

I am restarting life –

– those are my watchwords!

The Art Of Not Killing

This painting is mega difficult to do because I’m affected, it describes a concussion – it describes a murder – it describes a completely terrible grief, I’m much better, but not fully recovered yet.

Do not kill the image – keep the space – love the surface in between! Dance with hand and brush – touch just a little – and at the same time stir like a tank!

This film is from about November 2024

A new day tomorrow, hope it will be good, that me and the picture meet in an exciting movement – something you can never take for granted!

Film 52 sec

The True Profil

When I was born, my wonderful aunt – Ruth Kajsa – drew this picture, of a little toadstool girl, as a christening present. How could she know who I was, who I would become!?

I have a living child inside – unfortunately people misjudge my character because of that. If you bite me, if you try to control me, dominate me or consume me – well, quite simply, then you become poisoned.

What fascinates me… how could my aunt know? How could she create this true image before I even took form?

My Origin – it is Not Earthly!

cut from film 2021 – still as relevant.

Origin – unknown

Exclusion, just because… you might wonder! Why are people stingy in their heart, I can’t stop wondering… it’s like denying life itself, its movement and flowering… it’s so sad. How can you wish that war doesn’t exist, if your heart is closed… it doesn’t work!

Some days ago at Konsthallen in Gothenburg

It was a gigantic Locomotive filled with sadness thundering into my studio… I’ve never dealt with anything like it.

I was a snap from death just some days before this photo… now it looks like I’m back on the long journey. It was a strange completely overwhelming feeling
Now it is a new chapter for the rest of the time that exists.

Remembering residency 2022 – Kungsbacka theatre

The Will

It was 2022 – dancer Carmen Olsson and I got a residency for 14 days at Kungsbacka theatre. We collaborated around Carmen’s tree theme – title: Nature Remains.

One of the days, we happened to be outside of our designated project, magic happened, time stood still – we connected without a script, without a plan… this is a small clip cut from the footage from that moment.

I believe that the very essence of being is the will.

A COMPILATION OF ARTISTIC ACTIVITIES -22-23

2022-2023

SO dark, deep, so strange – and what followed in its wake, it was even worse, actually completely unrelated and yet connected to my work, it was terribly sad!

zeppa tells

a kind of art description

ACTIVITIES – film -22-23

film 6.20 min

Further Development – 24

And in this summer I’m on the continuation of the project “In The Glow of The Dragon”, and it’s going to be exciting… Iand I’m starting to sense what’s coming!

ZPIRIT

2023-24 – I took a break from painting – I made a small jewelry collection – Zpirit.

Mixed media of fly netting, gorilla glue and, papier-mâché acrylic paint and more gorilla glue, a mix of layers. The final layer consists of several layers of 24 carat white gold.

https://wp.me/p5jWFP-7W9

September 2024 – I am back to painting – 2024

Artistic excavations in the space of my studio

for me – it’s breathtaking and exciting.

Further Development